to swim in space
There comes a time in every person’s life when you find that your head is brimming with the space of nothingness and that you cannot do anything to fill up more of this space. I am currently experiencing short bouts of mind-blanking when I am staring into space. I really need to do something else other than sleep.
to smile unconditionally
I guess it’s pathological. I hope it is. I don’t want myself to be consciously smiling at the fact that a building burnt down or someone got ebola. But I am. I guess I just love the world the way it is. I guess I just love how chaos eventually ruins everyone else, how entropy takes control of even the smallest things that you might say that it has infiltrated man’s system of...